as i sit here and ponder

As i have reviewed and read through my course outline, i can't help but wonder how i am going to pull through this semester. It's one hell of a semester.. being emo..listening to Worship songs (yes people, i dont need to underline that), and it makes me think, nothing is impossible (as a matter of fact, i believe in that)! Sigh..why does it have to be this hard, just when i was looking forward to my Spring semester! Now i don't know what the future will bring, good/bad grades, only time will tell! Accounting @"@ that is insane!! I can't even get myself to believe that i am taking it, all these years as i have tried evading it. Monday, Wednesday and Friday classes of an hour each, on top of that review class Thursday nites for an hour. ON TOP OF THAT each chapter has 2 sets of homework AND i am to do my pre-reading before trying to answer my darn question as closest as possible! Besides, there can be possible 2 chapters we are to finish each week, and each chapter sure has damn of a lot of pages! that's not the point, the point is i am not a fan of accounts (except the Kemahiran Hidup times!), but i have no where to run now
:( hmph! the suckiest thing is i am darn slow in tabulating, it's not like i am stupid, i am just particular leading to my lembapness in accounting! F you accounting, i am so going to kick you! i swear...! Okay enough of rambling.. homework :( gosh! so high school man homework! Moreover i have 2 online course which are gruelling crazy, first and fore most, the one that bothers me most is Psych:it's history and systems. Guess what people i have 2 normal size textbooks to read for it, and what more! It covers from the start to the end of each book (which is not usually the case); and one book has 15 chapters and the other has 16 chapters! Isn't that just good news, a way to start my new semester. Dahlah i dislike reading HMPH! My eyes almost came out of it's sockets but all i could do was gulp down all my tenseness and sigh! And then there is Philosophy which takes up so much of my brain's limited knowledge, resources and energy! If i saw a cliff, i won't take a jump! I would just sit there and ponder what genius plan i am going to come up with to tackle these. Don't you worry people :) i am fine, just had to ramble! I know the Lord will be with me :) i just know it!

love, Kelly